Sitting in a chair in the rising sun

See it go slowly

Mystical clouds are a smoking gun

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And it all makes sense

This is life

Venus in the cold night

Waiting for the night to end

This could take all day

The sun is getting high now

Pondering the storm clouds

of a demon night

A track to leave behind

of a demon night

When love is so kind you would fill me up

And we could finally see our way

When fate is so blinding that it hurts

And we could finally see our way

I’m staring at a crowd watching eyes my friend

Goes back to starlight

And I’m bleeding words over and over in my head

He was my friend

He was my friend

He was my friend

He was my friend

to Life

two Lives

I think to the light of day

of a demon night

A track to leave behind

of a demon night

When love is so kind you would fill me up

And we could finally see our way

When fate is so blinding that it hurts

And we could finally see our way

And there is a lesson you will learn

Or you could find it out the hard way

And there is a lesson you will learn

And we could finally see our way

Finally see our way

Finally see our way

When love is so kind you would fill me up

And we could finally see our way

When fate is so blinding that it hurts

And we could finally see our way

And there is a lesson you will learn

Or you could find it out the hard way

Yeah there is a lesson you will learn

And we could finally see our way

I’m not gonna say “I’m sorry”

For the things that I have done

I don’t mind if you don’t mind

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Our time is passing by

I don’t know you anymore

And there are no excuses right now

Inside your head, tell me what’s going on

Tell me what’s going on…

Out of the darkness

Into the light

Feeling my soul

Begging for more

Break all these chains

And take them away

I need to break

What I wanna change

I’m not gonna find a reason

I won’t doubt my mistakes

I know that I have changed

I’m not the same

And I can feel that I found my way

Because I won’t be there

To catch you when you fall

To hold you when you’re down

Out of the darkness

Into the light

Feeling my soul

Begging for more

Break all these chains

And take them away

I need to break

What I wanna change

I won’t be there

To catch you when you fall

To hold you when you’re down

More and more I see the end

And that feels good

I don’t need to try anymore

Out of the darkness

Into the light

Feeling my soul

Begging for more

Break all these chains

And take them away

I need to break

What I wanna change

Out of the darkness

Into the light

Feeling my soul

Begging for more

Break all these chains

And take them away

I need to break

What I wanna change

If I had a bottle

I’d surely drink it on down

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No more pain, goodbye shame

Then I’d head into town

I’d walk all along the fine people

Smile say “how do you do?”

They wouldn’t know and I wouldn’t show

The truth that I’m telling you

Chorus

Cause I’ll not drink from the bottle

And I’ll not walk through the town

Four cold walls and a window

One shot two hearts down

Verse 2

Once I was a young man

Hair and eyes a glow

I met a girl, the prettiest curls

I had to make her my own

She was promised to another

And I knew her heart was true

I couldn’t stand the sight of his hand

For I loved her two

(Chorus)

Verse 3

I took my father’s rifle

And I waited quite until

One cold shot through love’s embrace

Left them quiet and still

(Chorus) (2x)

One shot two hearts down (2x)

I woke up sweating on the moaning mount of olives

My black dove penance weighing down my feather feet

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Woven into my skin, the covenants I’d broken

My granite heart will not forget what it once was.

A coffer full of your love

I couldn’t bear it.

I don’t believe I ever had a choice

When the sun came up and my eyes were struck

I don’t believe I could’ve changed my mind

In the dead end heat of that withered beach

With my grave stone teeth and your seven shades of grief

We were unleavened earth before the first unsettled word fell

They drew the devil’s iris in between your brows

Accursed breath that left our bodies when the day broke

Who built that weary wooden cabinet for your faith?

All these doors I see

mean nothing to me.

I don’t believe I ever had a choice

When we lost our sight to the teething night

I don’t believe I could’ve changed my mind

When the seeds were sown and then left alone

How could I have known I was never on my own?

Oh God, I feel like every saintly fire was my fault.

That I got crossed off of the wall

and my fingers all bloodied and torn

and it’s just a lie,

a poor excuse for all the fumes

that I spit out back when I was young,

and god damn the truth,

I was unused,

an empty glass,

an oarsman and no one knew my name.

Knew my name

I am not welcome here

I am not welcome in this house I built.

I am not welcome here

I am not welcome in this house I built.

I am not welcome here

I am not welcome in this house I built.